(In the light of day I know that's silly and very unlikely, but somehow when I'm half-asleep at night it seems to make perfect sense). I have sooooo been there!!! What is it about the imagination that invents a reality with exact details ! Did myself today- coworker comments that someone I dont know is sleeping with married men and I invent all kinds of innuendos that someone is telling me something and its my H!! Thanks God, I finally jsut asked a friend about and they said absolutely not- can you imagine if I had asked H about that??????????????can you say crazy... I am on at home!!!! Minor backslide - maybe too minor to even call it that I think. You are Ok in not trusting completely- he has to earn some of it back. Wish I could surf! Shay