IC, The good thing about fcking up is that you sometimes get the chance to un-fck it up. Have some faith in Miss IC.
I have a lot of faith in Miss IC. But why do I continue to do this to her? IMO, a marriage is SUPPOSED to be 2 indivuduals that remain their own person, but yet come together and share of each other, share of each other's strengths, and weakness. Marriage is NOT pushing the other aside, pushing the other's feelings away or sheltering their feelings. Marriage is of trusting that the other can and will be there and CAN handle it. I've stepped on that trust. All this work that I've done on myself to get to where I thought we were only to find out that maybe the trust isn't real. kwis? The fact remains...I went as far as I could go with it..alone! I didn't include Miss IC.
