Now I've done it...again #5

[nephartiti]

Five years ago today, my H sat me down and told me he wanted more than to just date. He wanted us to be exclusive. Monogamy was very important. If I wanted to continue seeing him, I would have to stop seeing anyone else (There was one other person I had been dating off and on when I met H). We both made that committment that day.

Now look at where we are. It is astounding how quickly things change. Seven months ago, I was giving birth to a baby with my H by my side. Now he is living with someone else trying to put me in jail without regard for the children we created together.

Today is also the anniversary of my sister's death. I will be going to see her today.

I will get through this. Somehow, I will get through this. I have to get through this. I have to.