thanks all! yeah, it was nice having the fire, and definitely cold enough here for one now. its a cold, rainy, november day today, I may just light another one and keep it going all day. nothing cozier. well, unless there is kids running around and you h there snuggling with you. sigh. ahhh, well, I will keep the part of the equation I can, right?
I think neph's h just edged out donna's, personally. but yeah, I often think I have it really bad, then look at some of the situations and realize they all suck, but I have it pretty good. at least my h supports me and my children still. at least his goal is to continue to. at least he makes time for his children, and lets them know they are important to him.
still sucks, though.
today I watched the end of a buffy ep that was on. for any fans, it was when willow went evil and went after warren. all I have to say is it made monday's morgan look like a pussycat. lol. ahh, to be a witch.
I called the kids to say good morning and they are just so freaking cute. god I love them. h got on the phone and tried to be chatty and I just said bye and hung up. I know that was rude, I wasn't mean about it, I need to do that better next time. but I don't want to chat with him. no more nips from the bottle for me. not even uncorking it.
not much else on my plate. gym, basement, reading, dvd. am supposed to meet a friend for dinner/movie but the weather is supposed to be bad and I kind of feel like hibernating, so will most likley reschedule.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
