This is all so true and in hindsight,Illuminata, the wall has begun to crumble abiet so lightly. It really is all about the mind over the situation. The holidays are coming and for our sake and the kids, I want things to go as "normal" as possible.Do you have any children? Do they notice the wall in the house? Sometimes it is there no matter how hard I try to make it seem as though it is smaller than before. I will contiinue to move forward and that is all that I can do is keep positive and DB.
"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"