Now I've done it...again #5

[nephartiti]

Yes, my H is playing both sides. He called me Wed night and told me OW was going to go after me. He said he had no control over it "these people don't care who you are or that you have kids." Then he goes with her to file the report?

I let him get to me. The sex messed me up. H saying he was going to come home Wed after work messed me up. When I found out that he was living with her after he said it was over, it was like I went right back to day one. All the pain and the sense of betrayal came back full force.

He doesn't want me. He doesn't want our family. I don't know why he still lies to me at this point.

This recent betrayal is too deep. Even the small possibility that I may be taken from my children for even one night is unforgivable. He is protecting, defending, and supporting her when he should be protecting us from her.

I am no longer trying to save my marriage. I am now trying to survive my marriage.

I will be handling this matter with the police on Monday. Then I will be filing for a D.