CVA - Not sure I have figured anything out?

[Not Much Left]

Thanks H
All I can think about now is how so very sad I am for my children. I have to figure out how not to get disconnected with them if it comes down to 1 night a week and every other weekend. They are so precious to me, I just want to scream.

I am so worried about my daughter. She is so closed off already that I fear this pushes her away for good, that my sons 5 and 7 forget me somehow and all think this is "ok" to do when they are married.

Oh god, what I must have done in our marriage for a woman to do this.

C