It does suck. It really sucks. All of it. I'm very sorry.
I've read your posts, you're a man among men when it comes to this stuff.
Stay strong, your family needs you right now. Even though one of them can't admit it.
-------------- The Forlorn Hope:...A picked body of men detached to the front to begin the attack....Fortified, meaning strengthened to stand...and thus, positioned for victory
