We are done in so many ways...but I am still here.

[NoDirection]

We have been married just over 3 years. She is not aware I know but she is going to know soon. I do not understand how she can live in this lie and think everything is okay. The women that lives in my house now, I do not want to be with. The women I married, I still want to be with.

We are at the same spot. Especially if she moves forward, I will too and the more I know about her and her habits, the less I really want to be with her...