This might be the wrong time to post this, but I was thinking while I was picking up my girls about you and your sitch and some things you've said about your W.
You've said, a few times, that you think your W views/has viewed you as a meal ticket. That she's not given/been able to give you the emotional intimacy that you need (and deserve). You titled boobs and botox as a thread (which I loved) which also hints at a W that's, for lack of a better word, empty. I hate to say it, but, maybe you're right. If so, man, you deserve sooooo much more than that.
You deserved better than this.
BD
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Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY