Well, I was totally asleep at the time. (Which, by the way, isn't so unusual. There are...benefits...to being that relaxed... ) IIRC correctly, we may have made out/kissed some...but I was totally asleep, and can be a very heavy sleeper. I will offer to, uh, return the favor (so to speak) later...but, as always, timing is so very delicate with him. He might be feeling 'off' tonight.

Here's how I learned to deal with my hormones...cause they drive me crazy too... Instead of thinking how I'm not getting anything and how it's driving me up a wall...I try to think of it as a food craving. (I have pretty good food craving control. Insert some other desire if you want here.) It's biological, it's normal, and it's okay if I don't have a chocolate chip cookie until later. Conversely, no need to feel guilty if I'm day-dreaming about a buffet...just realize it's okay to not have the goodies right now. I will have something later.

xh has been much more open since I told him the other night that, yes, I'd love to pounce him...but it's okay, and I don't feel like I'm going to lose my mind if I don't anymore. Seems to have helped him feel more open physically the last few days. \:\)

Good luck...we went a whole year without...of course, I had pregnancy and childbirth in the middle of that to help squash my interest.

Azhira

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