another reason that i was going to tell her about this site is just to see if she will look. But just figured out something, I really dont care anymore about saving us. I do not deserve to be treated like this and I deserve better...although Im not going to lie I would love for us to be together again but right now I know that isnt going to happen and I dont care...maybe it's just this mood that I am in, I really dont know..
Okay I dont know what I was thinking so pay no attention to what I said above..
