no contact......how do you survive.....

[yawmom]

so I filed at lunch. The lawyer was nice, said he was sorry for me, even mentioned that maybe this will be a wake up call.
I doubt it...dunno.
I had to call H and ask questions...then I said "this is what you want?" he said yes.
I then told him I needed him too..silence..goodbye.

It's so hard to figure out -- we got along, he was missing something, MLC, empty next or whatever...and he's willing to end it for a tramp with 3 kids?

I've been on nerve pills, I take something to sleep, I try to stay busy -- but I cling to the DB book in hopes for the best.
Any suggestions? Advice? Input on the filing part? God I hurt