SD and Jak - thanks for visiting!

SD - ohh that's right! Thanks for clarifying. I remember he had some kind of heart problem that he'd had all his life that was totally not diet related. I forgot that wasn't how he died and that he had hit his head.

Agree, I feel a ton better when I follow the diet strictly.

On the ML, Hmm that's a good rule, I think. And yeah, going to insist on condoms... which sucks (really doesn't feel the same!), but I think that's the only way to consider ML and not be stupid about it. Jak - definitely like the thanks and walk out idea!!

TB (still love the nickname!) was in full effect last night. Got home really late, acting odd and pretty much baiting me to ask where he was, then giving me evasive answers. grr. I took the bait for a couple minutes then recognized what was going on and walked away.

On a positive note, got my room cleared out so it's ready for furniture if I can ever get ahold of the people. If they don't call me back today I'm disputing the charge and will go somewhere else.

I also had forgotten that the shower in there is all torn apart... there's no shower head and I'm not even sure what all needs to be fixed in there. Will try to figure it out though. Worst case scenario I can use the other shower for now.

My "it's the weekend" anxiety is back again - trying to fight it off. I forgot about this from before, if I don't have plans I get all this anxiety because my heart wants plans w/H and my head knows better. I do much better when I actively plan ahead and have things scheduled to do.


Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7
Bomb 1 10/07/06
Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15
Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07
Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate
2/08 slowly improving
7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!)
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