Mr.IC and I had a nice talk about you last night and how difficult it must be for you right now. IC's got a lot of respect for you as do I. I don't know if you used some of that kickboxing background on him
I know it's hard, but I agree, try to let go of the negative things from the past. I think your husband will sense the positive attitude and it will make him realize that "yes, yes I'm lucky..I've got myself one hot red head "