Thanks for sharing your kind words with me. It is nice to be able to vent without fear of blowing everything apart.
The choice to move on and heal is mine--as is the choice to sit motionless and wallow in my hurts. And it's normal to deal with flash-backs--PTSD?
Anyway, nothing new happening beyond trying to deal with the sheer mountain of to-dos looming ahead of me. They're good for keeping my mind on other things at least.
I keep coming back to the fact that for my sanity, my choice is to keep walking forward, do the best I can and leave the rest to God. Keep my eyes open, be smart, and work on the boundary stuff. I ordered a new book about it...it's on backorder, but I'm looking forward to learning some new skills and hoping they'll work for all areas of my life.
