true. and honestly I used him, too. I knew he didn't suddenly love me, but I wanted sex and wasn't going to go just sleep with a random guy, so there you have it. I guess I wish I just had had more strength in that area. although I feel resolute on it now, that's for sure.
my weekend is my own. am meeting up with some friends for dinner/movie maybe, but honestly I have such a urge to go down to the basement and go thru files/do some old doc shredding (no, nothing I will need going forward, I'm talking I'm a pack rat and have docs from the last 20 years. lol). am also going to re=arrange the rooms down there. I have finished basement that has several different rooms in it. I think I'm going to take all of h's remaining stuff and put it in one of the smaller rooms, just divide it out from my stuff. also continue to go thru my boxes and sort it out...pitching the stuff I can let go of (did I mention, pack rat?) and lets not even go into the amount of outgrown kids clothes to sort thru.
I started all of this months ago just after my big furniture rearranging phase. just feel the urge to get going again.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
