I swear to God....

I will D this man if he stays on this path. He gets to make decisions that affect us both, and I'm a selfish bitch if I have any objections. Well, he can go f*ck himself. I'm not going bankrupt because he won't include me in his plans or put in the work he needs to do to do what he freaking wants to do.

So d*mn close to becoming the WAS....just really infuriated me tonight at MC...and I'm just supposed to go along with this fairy tale plan with no freaking questions.

WHY do we get married? I have friends, and it wouldn't be a stretch to get laid. *I* am financially responsible, and *I* am not a nutjob. WHY do I need a H?

The answer is I don't. I don't at all. No kids, not much property to split up, just wondering what the hell I'm waiting around for. It's not a partnership, it's a do what I want you to fest or you're a bad person.

No worries...48-hour rule in effect, but I needed to vent. I'm supposed to go out and be happy W tonight. Don't know if I can...but I won't make any stupid decisions.

SD


Me: 40
H: 43
H had EA from 2/06-9/06
Bomb 5/06
Piecing since 9/2006
3/2008: Boundary setting
7/2009: Boundary crossing~dropped my own bomb.
8/2010: Marriage finally on track!