NoDirection, First of all, I agree with nutfarmer, and I plainly see that there have been more negatives then positives at this point. What you do now is your decision, it sounds like your W, just like mine really needs some C, but until they are willing to admit it and go, there is nothing you can do.
And I will admit it is quite a dance of emotions, when you are dealing with a WAS, but know that no matter what, healing is God's plan in all of this, yours is the only one that you can control, at this point, so just let your W keep walking her path, whether it leads back to you or not. Allow God to deal with her.
BTW, were you ever able to find a Christian C? The procedure that my C uses is called Theophostic. You can find out more about it and maybe a C in your area that practices it, at this website http://www.theophostic.com. I hope that can be of some help to you.
I know the frustration, and confusion you are going through, all too well, but remember, it will all become clear as to what path to follow as you let God heal you and continue to follow His plan for your life. Take care, my friend.
