As I've said, I'm not entirely certain that I want that mess back. We'll see...I'm leaning more towards wanting to give at another go. (I'd be kidding myself if I said I was over him...not by a long shot, clearly.)

I am worried. Broke down last night about it, actually. xh and I had a nice talk...he reassured me that I had 'nothing to worry about'.

Oh...that jogged my memory...he and I did have a lengthy discussion the other night about this topic. He said he wouldn't be the sleaze dating someone while messing around with me. Of course, it made me wonder he was thinking of asking out. lol

Just random thoughts... \:\)

Azhira

my confusion