Yeah I guess her apology and regret help to ease my immediate pain. She does seem genuinely sorry. Now I'm dealing with understanding how our sex life will change forever due to the consequences. So far what I've read it seems it's very easily transmitted so that's depressing. They say one out of five people in the US have the virus, most don't even know about it. That's a lot, I never would've imagined.
Well she keeps saying that she's committed to making things work, all she wants is her family back (things I used to say to her when she left) but in the end the ball is in my court and ultimately the decision is mine if I want her or not.
This is something I've been waiting for for almost two years but this incident has changed so much. She insists it was a one time incident only and she felt horrible immediately afterwards and the following days before she even found out that she'd contracted the virus. Which apparently the scum bag told her about a couple of days later via email.
She doesn't know why she did it. She says she's trying to figure that out and will let me know when she finds out.
Romeo, I am going to try to not be negative, but I would be VERY CAREFUL. Look at your stich, until this happened to her, she was full steam ahead. I would ask this question; does she really want me, or is this her best option? I don't mean to hurt your feelings by saying this, but its funny to me that she is so open to reconsiling now that this has happened. I'm just trying to help you keep your guard up.
