lol, atgo, its funny, I'm not angry anymore. could have used that on monday, I'd say. but right now, I'm fine. even the ones that used to get me all fired up (lily allen's "Smile", just makes me soooo happy and fired up at times), are just fun songs again. instead of my angry chick rock playlist, I am interested in starting a new one, just full of positive, motivating songs that have nothing to do about h at all.
I mean, I had my ipod on the docking station most of the day and even when The Smiths came up, it didn't depress me. Green Day's "Good Riddence" didn't make me want to walk away after kicking h in the balls. The Cure's, "pictures of you" didn't reduce me to tears. c'mon, something must be in the water lately. I don't even feel like I'm on a high, more like a buzz...just good.
again, I'm sure I will have plenty of rocky roads/tough times/ups and downs ahead. I have no doubt about it. but for now, today, for this day, and for the past few, I've just been good.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
