Like we never loved before 4

[bright 2 morro]

Hi Breton,

I have to say that I see the teenager in him a lot more right now. Mr Conservative dressed up for Holloween last night because our 9 year old told him to. You have to understand I have asked him for years to do stuff like that and he absolutely refused. It was a waste of money to buy a costume.

The childishness in him has increased since he moved out again. It is very weird. He has been gone for 4 weeks now. I think it is starting to calm down somewhat. It seems like we are on the same path as the last time he left. The last time he lasted 9 weeks. About week 6 he started wanting to talk to me about his thoughts and feelings.

I guess I will have to see how this time goes. The one thing that I know is that I will not let him come back until he proves to me he wants to for good. He will have to prove to me that he has cut off all connection. He will have to figure out his issues first.

I have come a long way in the past 8 months. I am stronger now. Yes, I do have my moments but for the most part I am good. The only problem now is figuring out what to do legally. Sometimes I want to file and sometimes I do not. I know that sounds pretty weird but I am having an internal battle about it.

Mimi