Whapu, I wish I knew some wise words that would provide you some comfort, but alas I do not. Maybe a repeat trip through the pages of DR would help.
Also, and I could be wrong here, but you do not seem happy within yourself, or even capable of being that way? If a man is not happy inside he cannot be happy with anyone or anything around him. I guess what I am saying is you might need to work on you a little bit more?
Me 45 WAW 46 Married 23yrs D22 S18 D12 W moved out 1/12/07 Divorce Final 2/06/08