meditated with W last night, spent awhile outside just looking up at the sky. things overall went really well, seems to have opened some doors and W is seeing me a little differently now. I also am more at peace and see things way clearer than before. My job from here on out is going to be prying W from her depressed state, so far so good. I set out this morning with a goal of getting her woke up before noon. I made enough noise to get her out of bed by 10:30-she was even in a pleasant mood. It's just a small step towards getting her back to her normal self. I've just been having fun for myself, re-painted the bedroom today with a brighter, happier color(the previous W picked out 2 wks ago and was dark and depressing. I had fun with it, yes drinking a beer at 10 am while painting the bedroom is strange, but it's not the old me and it made me happy to just chill and do it. W was questioning whether I had lost my mind(oh well), but I was enjoying myself.
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Anywhere's walking distance when you have enough time
To give up when all is against you is a sign of being weak and cowardly. --Chief Eagle, Teton Sioux
