Aww mk I'm sorry that you had an anxiety attack. I've had a few and they are really awful. Glad you pulled yourself out of it. (my first one I didn't know what it was and actually ended up taking a little ambulance trip to the hospital, I thought I was dying!).

Morgan makes a great point that you both got through October AND you got through it having fun with your kids, going out and doing things for yourselves, etc. You both deserve a big pat on the back for that.

Hey if you're feeling brave about possibly meeting some of the DBers, sneak on over to the Just for Fun forum and take a look at this thread:
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1248416#Post1248416

Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7
Bomb 1 10/07/06
Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15
Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07
Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate
2/08 slowly improving
7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!)
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