OUR SITCH.....pray for us

[Lkyguy]

I had planned a few days away by myself to fla to visit my dad...first WAW was angry that I didn’t tell her first, but now that she has been staying out till all hours every night,(and to her amazement I haven’t questioned her about it one bit although I terrifies me) I told her I was considering not going so I can stay with my children & she thinks I’m not going cause I don’t trust that she will go out for milk & not come home till midnight again (so true)she just text me that she had a talk with the boys about how she is finally learning to know & love herself & she realizes that the boys are the most important people in the world to her and that she is changing for the better and she is happiest when she is being their mom and that is where she is supposed to be but more important its where she WANTS 2 be and that they are her blessings..........I couldn’t hold it together after reading that....i am working alone so no one sees me sobbing... I want sooooo badly for her to say those things to me.. :(... deep down I don’t feel that its possible....I’m so fearful today....please GOD take the fear away so i may be here for my boys........