Journaling,

Feeling kind of down the last two days. It's me i know but as a result of h's actions or should i say lack there of.

He just seems to be coasting and standoffish. Maybe he's just working on things though so we will see.
In the mean time i am working on getting the rest of this weight off.
Just read again "for women only" buy Shaunti Feldhahn and it mention how men are visual and like their mates to at least put the effort into themselves as far as appearance and weight. I have always put the upmost effort into my appearance but, weight has been a problem since the birth of my youngest(c-section #3)
and is a struggle that has seemingly gotten the best of me at most.
Just sucks.

JAK


You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez