Just wanted to check in with some words and not just aimless looking at different posts. I am hanging in there and at times I feel a sense of calm and normalcy and at other times it is as if I am living with a stranger. Last night after trick or treating I just put my around her and it was is if I was poison, I guess I have to understand that it will come in time,
I bought the KLA DVD and watched it and I would love for my W to watch it as well, but she shows no interest in that or any book, we see a therapist together and she is seeing someone who she has seen for 3 years, but when it comes to the affair or books related to repairing our relationship she shows no interest.
I guess I am wondering if someone has any suggestions as to whether or not it would be good for her to watch it and if it is something that we could use as what I call a road map to rebuilding it would be much appreciated. Just as Michelle says, I feel that we are going in circles and circles, and I feel that it could be helpful.
That is all for now, Thanks everyone and I also did a Myspace since it is nice in weird way to see that we are all real people in this very surreal situation.
