I have been trying to detach. And all he says is that I just "grunt" at him. I don't want to see or talk to him right now I am so hurt. It is painful to be in his presence and know all of this. He told me in a painful phone call that he made his decision after 5 yrs and will NOT come back. I did all the DR stuff 2 yrs ago when we were first separated. He gave it another chance. I think I was at my best then, so if he didn't want that "version" of me and the marriage then nothing will ever work. I think then I had some hope to hang on to-now I do not. I talked to a lawyer yesterday. Not that I can afford one. I'll have to wait to see what he does and react any way I can. No legal aid would help me. Screwed in so many ways as usual. This sucks.
Me 43 H 44 S-13 D-9 Separated 90 days 6/28/05 H Says he is done-10/2/06-day after 18th anniv Moved out 10/2/07-to father's house-day after 19th wedding anniv-GF now H Filed for D 7/08
