yep, husband, agree with you. eventually it will stick, when its right to. can't force it, even when logic and all signs point to it being so.
sorry about the anxiety attack, but glad you had some good support to talk to. and glad you were able to make it thru, I know how hard it must have been. my h is different...he is a great father and still acts like one. occasionally a bit sharp with them when I wouldn't be, but really, a loving/fun dad. so thankfully the kids do not have wind of his thoughts about having them. he does love them, they are so important to him, but he wishes he could still go back in time and change things. I'm sure not marrying me is one of those changes as well.
mk, we both survived october. and not only that, we didn't let our h's take the month away from us. it was hard, but we both went out and embraced things, we didn't crawl into a hole. we had our ups and downs, but we came out the other side.
hope you are doing okay today
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
