Been a long time since I last posted and thought I would start a new thread. Here is a quick update on what has happened with my in the past two months. You can read all of my situations on my other threads over the past three years.
August - Celebrated my one year post-d. Thought I was good to go until Sept - XW's birthday. Actually sent flowers to the office since i thought I was making some sort of progress with her and possibly moving forward in some sort of R....not sure what, just moving forward. Oct - the worst month I have had since the seperation. My brother got married and it was the most difficult thing I have experienced. All of the memories of my wedding came flooding back. Realized at this point that I still am in love with my XW.
That brings me to tonight and why I am here. Had dinner with her. It has been the first time in almost a month or so. Nice conversation, coffee, etc.
I am sitting here just trying to figure out why am I divorced? I know that we had issues, and she had issues that she was not willing to work on or talk about in a year and a half of counciling. But what do you do? How can you be SOOO comfy with someone, that when you leave....you just wonder? Can she feel the same or what?
Sorry for so long but just wanted to jot somethings down to mull on and to get some feeback...whatever folks think.
And yes, I have gotten a life. Just bought a new house so that is going to take plenty of my time.
Hope you all are well and I hope to catch up with old friends when I get a bit more time on my hands!
CIAZ M 7/97 S 5/05 D 8/06 Both 33 years old No kids
