journalling from yesterday...copied from an email to my sis
he hasn't called or texted.
I have the micorwave in the boot of the car for him. I was going to txt him that I have it but I won't approach him about it unless he wants the rest of his stuff. His precious bike is still here. I'm worried I'm going to knock it over. there's no room in the shed for it. never mind.
we have a counselling appointment for 3.30pm tomorrow with d. he is going to pick her up from school adn I'll meet them there. won't this be fun. d bought home a picture/card she did for a friend of hers and inside there is a picture of a broken heart with mum and dad written above it. poor kid. I asked her about it and she got sorta coy/cheeky/guilty and asked if she was in trouble. I said of course not, I was just interested what it meant and why she drew it. I think it's her way of telling her friend what's going on...i dunno.
i really should go to bed. I'm missing him, but i know we are not what the other needs right now or any more. urgh...feeling rather pathetic. go to bed. got 'ringside' in the morning at the gym....belt the sh1t out of someone else (holding pads of course). Hopefully my training buddy G will be there. she knows that i told him we can't be friends. her words were "can't he understand what you're getting at?". the answer would be no...or maybe it's yes...maybe he's pitying me and giving the poor woman time to sort herself out.
neve rmind me...just rambling.
Ps we lost water polo *pout* I got drownded a couple of times but got my own back. I think I like this game....just got to be fitter and remember not to swallow the water (or breathe it)
