Why are you doing this? Is it only because you believe it may be mlc? Believing in mlc makes it easier. It helps you excuse insanity and think there is a light at the end; that there is some kind of timeline. Be careful. Nothing is certain. Not mlc. Nothing. Unless of course you count unconditional love.
That is certainly something to stand for. Everything else will at times confuse you and frustrate you. Esepecially if it is mlc. Learn all you can and RCR will share greatly. But try not to make this depend on some kind of proof that there is such a thing as mlc, or that your h is afflicted. When you question the symptoms or proof, you will question the reason you are standing. Part of the ride from hell.
