huh. I really had the impression that things were worse right now. The whole hugs kisses stuff seems kinda weird to me. I don't think H and I were even doing that at all. well, then again, we don't do that normally anyways. dang.

I think the focusing on this other girl was not important. I think focusing on how he is feeling with his own life is what's important. He's obviously searching for something that he thinks is missing, and nothings really working. That is REALLY funny that he leaves his phone in the car sometimes so she won't text. That is great. such a plus for you. you are totally right about it not being attractive. So I would really recommend not to bring her up anymore. she really is unimportant. She is a symptom of the problem.

That is really good that you did have a conversation that was calm. And your point about should have seen MC when things were okay was really good, and I'm glad he actually "heard" that.

So, you never said what H did after he caught you looking at his phone? Was he mad? Did you get defensive? Ya, it wasn't the best thing to look at it, but I totally understand. I woulda done the same thing. ;\)

hey, I'm curious, do fruits make you bloated/gassy/discomfort (sorry for the descriptions!) I found out from a cancer doctor who gives monavie for his patients, said that if people get that feeling when drinking it, it's because of Candida. It's a yeast problem that most americans have, and with fruits being a good sugar source for them, they have an "explosion" of growth which can cause those symptoms. eating yogurt, plain yogurt (not the sweetened kind) is very helpful bringing the good bacteria in balance, which is what keeps candida from "over populating".

Here's a webpage that lists the symptoms, what could cause it (and Nikki, I think you'd be a high risk for this with the autoimmune problem you had) and what are good remedies for it, like eliminating sugar and eating yogurt. Antibiotics are NOT.
click to find out about candida affecting our bodies

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."