Man, I love that book. Was going to read it last night, but Casey opted for "O Say Can you Say" instead.
And, yep, it's a shame. C'est la vie. I'm getting closer and closer to true acceptance.
While I would prefer to spend time with my W, I don't really want to right now. That make any sense Puddle? I just really see the void between what we have now and what we almost certainly could have and it just bums me out a bit -- but less and less each day.
Yes, Puddle, me like candy. Sometimes I'm 36 going on 5.
Have fun with/for the kids, it'll be fine.
She's either waiting for me to bug her, wanting me to bug her/starting to rethink things, or nervous about telling me she's seeing OM again. Whatever, nada I can do on anything. So, I'm going to have fun and get me a candy buzz later.
As we say, muddling ahead at full speed.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
