I posted on Edie's link...oops but managed to delete it!!!
H and I dialogued last night about trust, and it was a hard one, he said that he found this one hard! Basically I said that if feel we need to be open and honest about everything in order to bring the trust back, and that at times I feel he is taking me for a fool, over all this time, telling me there is no contact and promising he will tell me if there is and doesn't. I am tired of being taken for a fool, and dealing with this all the time. I am tired of him not having any respect for me...I am just plain tired!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!