I posted on Edie's link...oops but managed to delete it!!!

H and I dialogued last night about trust, and it was a hard one, he said that he found this one hard!
Basically I said that if feel we need to be open and honest about everything in order to bring the trust back, and that at times I feel he is taking me for a fool, over all this time, telling me there is no contact and promising he will tell me if there is and doesn't.
I am tired of being taken for a fool, and dealing with this all the time.
I am tired of him not having any respect for me...I am just plain tired!


Me - 44
H - 44
M - 19yrs
together - 23yrs
D16
S8
EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07
H still @ home
Recovered!

"Do or do not, there is no try" Yoda