its so hard because I love and miss her so much, that drive is pulling much harder than db.
however, do I really have false hope? is she really a goner? I don't know, maybe. but if were still under the same roof and shes wearing her ring,how can I be a doormat, approve and encourage her to date?
one fault I had in our relationship I believe I wasn't appreciative enough, I didn't show I loved her. I haven't been showing any of this or saying ilu. how do I do this? either way, we seem to be on better terms when we are together more, and poorer terms when I totally completely leave her alone. but, maybe that's what she wants. thus, I see when she leaves the house as the ending point in us. I just believe our m and kids deserve more of an effort than just turning out the lights.
