Oh okay, thanks guys. I have scheduled for classes for next quater, I really want to finish my degree. Also I've always wanted to go to Denver and I am with her in December. I am starting to work out more and read books. I have been playing video games again, man I miss how much fun that was, like being a kid again. I went to several parties lately and I have meet some new people. I still wear my wedding ring so I'm somewhat nevous that other women till not talk to me.
Yes, yes, yes, those are great GAL's. If you think it will help, take the ring off. You are no less married than you are with it on, right? So get comfortable, and go out and meet people.
Would it be manipulative for you to take a call from her when you are at a party (with all the party chatter - women's voices, too)? Oh, you bet... So, in the event this occurs, you have my blessing to answer on the first ring!!! Tell her you can't talk for long because you are out having a great time... all is good with you.... right?
OK, don't get me wrong. The idea is not to make her jealous. You just need to demonstrate that, although you got punched in the nose, you are back on your feet now, and having a great time.
I thought that those would be good GAL but I feel like sh!t still. I am really thinking of going to the DR. and getting some anti-depressants. I am also going to get some weight gainer...I only weighted about 160 when we got married and now Im down to about 137, I know she would like me to gain weight cause she was always telling me to.. About answering her call while im at a party...well she will have to call first. As far as she is concerned I am dead to her. Maybe Im just having a very hard time accepting that our marriage is over.
