Your myspace page screams that you are desparate. Get rid of all that "woe is me" brokenhearted crap.
Break away. Let go. You will not get her back until you do so.
Regarding things that you don't think will phase her... I used to think the same thing. Until the wife started dropping little comments.
Look, she's gonna do what she's gonna do, and there is nothing you can do to stop her. So you might as well salvage some dignity along the way. I'm here to tell you, there is no dignity in being clingy...
yeah I know...I was in the process of changing all of that. I like to think that she will drop comments to me.. I know she is gonna do what she wants and I need to accept that and not try to change her mind.