You hang in there girl. Consider the times you had to pick yourself up with all of his leavings you are amazingly strong and resilient. Fear is the path to the darkside. :P As people keep telling me, if it's meant to be then everything will work out in the end.
I think eventually it'll come to a point where a) He works through his issues and he stays for good, or b) You realize this is going to be a life time struggle for him and he will keep running away and you probably will make a choice to stick with him or let go depending how much you are willing to take.
Just remember what they say about self fullfilling prophecies?
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
