H says the only reason he has not filed is because of his training at his new job and why don't I just do it. H says he never has time to file. Sounds like he really wants to file to be free with OW. Yet H always has told friends and me he is not happy with his sitch with OW. Kind of like hating it when you are an alcoholic but you drink that six pack for breakfast anyways. Very sick indeed. I feel done. Kind of relieved to be rid of a bad man. Just regret having to deal with him being the father of my kids. I have no attraction and really no love left in the ole love bank. Nice and convenient to be able to flirt with single dudes. Just for practice anyways. I am detached now what to do about trick or treating. My thought is to continue keeping my turf dark. I do not want a cheating H in my kids safe place. Nor do I want an unstable verbally abusive spouse in my private home so I guess that means he can take them to the mall or just stay away all together.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
