I think you're right. He said and did all the right things three years ago. I thought he'd really 'got it' back then.
My biggest fear isn't that it can't be repaired. The damage is actually much less this time than in the past. And I know I can heal...I was pretty close before...
I'm just afraid of doing this all again. Not of rough patches or anything like that...but him actually leaving. Again.
I think it would be awhile before I would feel safe about that.
