Things are looking up i think but, i'll take it one day at a time.
I so hope that H does start communicating more and will talk to him again about this when the time is right. Don't know when it will be as it is crazy with his family right now.
Time is on my side though.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez