Calling All Cats :)

[cat03]

boy I screwed up, so big I think I've put my M back , wayyyyyyy back in -10000000000

I drew conclusions about something I found, demanded an explanation from H, I was mad that he gave me another story about the stuff, and then I reached the point of no return, being angry, yelling, furious, even after his explanation made more sense each time.

*SIGH* bad bad bad dbing, he kept asking me "and this is helping us how?"

No, it was not helping, by that point I just wanted to be right and not look like a jack@ss for over reacting, couldnt' back down, brought up other stuff he lied about and told him that how could I believe what he was saying now if he lied about the other stuff?

He ended up saying "either we go to C or I'm leaving" which drove me mad, since earlier he kept saying "oh, now I *really* want to to C, so u can act like this" and last time we talked he said he'd feel attacked if we went, so I took that as a no whereas he actually meant he'd agree to go.
I was too mad because it sounded like a threat and I couldnt' get that out my head, he kept saying that it wasn't a threat only that he couldnt' live like this, with me bringing stuff up each time about the op.

I had to go to work, was in a rush and tossed out a "if you want to leave do so but dont threaten me!"

Now my dears, you know what NOT to do. The whole A was wrong, the fact that I thought I found out something else about it didn't change anything, it just pushed us way back and now I look like a lunatic, and who wants to be loving to a lunatic?

I tried to call him, no one is home. I feel like crap.