Lets try thing again!!!!

[limbo]

I believe this is the big reason my H seeks out other women, because he feels he wouldn't have the same guilt with them, that it might be easier.
It is so hard to believe him in anything right now, because he seems like he is making an effort, and wants to make it work, then goes and does something so stupid.
I just don't know what to believe with him anymore, I just can't think that he would be so evil to say that he loves me and wants to work at it, and have a happy marriage just to be able to stick it to me again.
He has always been such a nice caring person, I have to believe that this man is still in there somewhere, and hope that he does come back soon!
Not just for me, but for his kids!