All hope is lost/help

[Evie]

How long was it before your WAS wanted to return home? I can't see my H ever wanting to return home if i'm honest. I think even if he decided he had made a mistake he wouldn't admit it, he can be quite proud/stubborn in that way.

Although I am taking it one day at a time and always have my DB face on when I see him, I feel I have no direction atm and i'm not sure what to do next, I feel i'm just plodding along and just happily accepting the situation. I want some goals but i'm not sure what or how to start. H phones or txts me every day, mainly to speak to the boys but he does ask me how I am and i always say 'fine, good thanks'. He woulddn't want to hear it if i wasn't fine. But I would like it if he appeared happy/pleased to see me when he does.

Any suggestions for goals or actions at this point?

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