morgan, oh my morgan. I am so mad at myself that I didn't get online today.
First of all, congratulations. You reached your breaking point and you are passed it. What happens after this..only time will tell... I think you did all the right things, I really do. You just did it...errr....with spunk...let's say. Super big hugs, my dear.
I agree with Dom, you might want to listen to his VM's at another time. You might want to reconsider mediation down the road. But those are things you can tackle another day. Now, its about you. But glad you deleted OW. Pathetic fool that she is.
I have so much to say, but I want to see how you are first.