hey, quick update. got out of d3's dance class to a vm from ow, telling me she is choosing to believe h, and a whole lot of other crap. I got home and called her and told her (via vm, she doesn't pick up) that she missed the point...I don't care what she does with the info, I just would have appreciated it a year ago myself. I gave it to her (it was a week ago when we last had sex) and said what she does with it is her business. her choice.
I just got off the phone with H (was raging at him because she had my cell number) and it wasn't pretty...it was awful. I can't seem to come down at all. I am just so freaking mad. I am angry that he had to end our marriage in such a sh!tty way. I deserve more.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"