On Saturday after praying God would give me a sign on rather I should go see him or not I got it caught in a cotton candy machine and cut the end almost off. Had to have 11 stitches.
He has not called me now in two days. When he calls tonight I plan to tell him to not call me again until he is 100% better and knows what he wants. I am going to tell him that I can not take the pain of his indecisiveness and by him making me cry and hurting me it in turn hurts the kids because they hurt when I do. We will see how that goes. I honestly have at this point no desire to talk to him or see him. I am disgusted at the thought of him so not taking his calls should be easy. His actions at this time are simply repulsive.
M 32 H 39 SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4 E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06 On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again. On 08/11/07 Walked out again.
People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"
